26.4.18

Loner stoner

Its 91 in nevada and i thank god i have a job with air conditioning and I'm not standing between a thousand degree grill and fryer. Today was an interesting day. It was my first morning shift at my new job and it wasn't too bad. Positive, i didn't have a lot to do. Negative, i didn't have a lot to do. This is one reason i love the mid shift. Go back basket is full, damaged return basket is full, toner and various high priced items that need to be secured with an alarm, and online orders to be filed.

But its not all bad. Except when some asshole come in and jacks shit from the store. Did you know we're not even allowed to do anything? Like nothing at all except call the cops. Cause waiting 45 minutes for an officer to show up is going to do us any good. Bastard(the thief not the cops)

But as much as i love the downtime i hate not being able to leave my station. But my ass is feeling a little better. Still cant sit for shit(hahahahahaha) but it not as bad as yesterday.

I'm thinking about vlogging. I feel like no one wants to read anymore and i think vlogging will be a better fit. Not for me, IMO shy as shit, but for my blog. Ive always loved to be alone. No one to piss off or piss me off. But since i started my blog i feel like not only do i want to connect more but i need more friend or just people to talk to. People who can give me insight or just cheer me up by bringing me a fat blunt and some pizza when I'm off.

Ever since me and my husband got together and i became a stoner again(took a good 5 month break) i felt the need to toke with other people. Its like the only thing i miss from jack in the box. If you worked there there was a 90% chance you toked up.

 But not my husband. He doesn't smoke and when i do it bothers him. Which makes no sense since he knew i was stoner from the beginning and we smoked together. I swear the things that go on in his mind just baffle me. I guess as long as i can get high I'm alright, this world is too much without a little herb to cloud the negativity.

I'm a loner stoner and that's okay. The voices keep me company.