1.5.18

Its the little moments we live for.

Have you ever had one of those days where you're happy at first but then for no reason no negative interaction of any kind you're bleh. Not in the mood for anything. That was my day today. I woke up great, or so i thought, cuddled with my husband who rolled over and grabbed my hand. We laid there for a while until my alarm rudely interrupted the moment. Then we smoked a cigarette, i took a few hits off my pipe, and we were on our way to my job.

I was happy when i clocked in. Ready for another great day at Staples and about 45 minutes in i ready for the day to end. I didn't really want to be there and felt very unproductive. It was a relatively slow day and although we received our truck today i didn't have anything to box or place tags on. I just stood there watching the more knowledgeable employees run around the store getting stuff done. I mean sure i had a few bopis (buy online pick up in store) orders, some returns, and a few damages i had to do but still i mostly stood there waiting for customers.

That was fine at first for the first week but now I'm ready to do more learn more so i don't have to locked away at the registers watching the other kids play. This is definitely something i have to talk to my manager about. But ill worry about that thursday. For now I'm going to enjoy the cooler whether we finally have and smoke weed, watchsome youtube, and spend time with my husband.

Worry about the moments you have not the moments you wont.